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Hello..
i dunno wat to post.

Today, was supposed to meet her. I cannot Pon school anymore, but for her, i did again for her. Woke up late again, and got to know tht Tht Guy reached there first. I FUCKING REGRET CAN!?
GOD! WHY YOU HATE ME?!
After we met, they started being close. I planned to go to my house to win her back. I wanna treat her the BEST she can have. But when tht guy is there, all my plann was ruined! Ytd, she wanna patch with me. I was so DAMN HAPPY LA!
but when she knows tht i got say i dunn wanna patch before, she changed her mind. Wat can i do if tht guy is there?
If i treat her so sweet, i got think how hurt he will feel lo. But why he never think of how i feels? In the end, she chose him. Seeing them tgt kills my heart.

Then later go to my house awile after breakfast.
She got fed up with me and left.
Met them again at boon lay.
walk walk awhile.
took train to bishan with them, but i changed train.

Practise dancing. I LOVE DANCING NOW! (serious..)
Then went to J8 with Rachel(She's the BEST!)
Went back home, and practise again alone under the rain..
I LOVE IT!


Thts it! i dunn wann post already.
byebye

aymWaiting4Yew..

Today to school.
Absent ytd to accompany ahLynn(it was fun!).
Supposed to meet her at 6.30 under house this morning, but i woke up at 6.30. Then SMSed her and she got angry and ended up we did not meet and she went to school alone(i'm sorry.. ).

Reached Bishan at 8am. Got bored, so, went to school and slept in the class. Class is starting at 9. Slept till 9.30 and still wondering where fook is everyone? So got up and went to the next class. Damn surprised to see my class over there(Damn it...).

(She is really my Lucky Star. I dunno wat i'll do without her.
But.. hais..)

After school went down to Woodlands to meet her @YG.
She was having some couselling or something with the staff there. So i watched some guys playing pool while waiting. Went to Causeway Point later. Spend time with her again(How i wished it could last longer..).
Send her back. Then go back home.

In the train i fell to sleep right away. Too tired. Reached Jurong East Station, a Girl wake me up.. A pretty girl..i thought i was a dream la.. haha..
I ran out of the train to catch the next one to Pioneer. haha

Overslept three times in a day.
Mother still angry.
Still miss her.
I want her back.
Need money to return people.
Need money for school.
Feeling lost.

Questions?

Why are you doing this?
i know i shld forget bout you, i cant..
i know tht i can no longer get you back..
why do i keep holding on?
Everytime when i walk, i'll always try to look for your hand,
but i can no longer find it..
Everytime i eat, i will always leave some for you,
but it never finished..
Everytime when i sit, I'll tot you are there next to me,
but i find tht i'm only alone..
Everytime when i play or something, i always tot you are there watching me,
but i cannot find you..
Everytime when i go out, i'll will feel your presence,
but i'm just alone..
Everytime when i go to sleep, you are the last thing tht will go from my mind,
Everytime when i wake up in the morning, you'll be the first in my mind..
Everywhere i go, i will always think of those times you and me went at tht place together..
baby, seriously..
why yuo turn me like this?
You made me love till like this..
you made me fall for you everytime i meet you..
you made me miss you so much..
you showed me care..
you showed me love..
but wat turn you into this so sudden?
where is the promises?
where is the care?
where is the love?
where are you?
i miss you..